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01:59am 09/02/2008 |
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Anyways been awhile ever since i've posted... i'm glad that some things are turning out fine...
I lost my first-ever match at badminton... My damn ulcer hurted and like hell i lost the 1st set, i got pumped up at the 2nd one since my angsty side showed up, so i won, the 3rd set came and my partner made a few errors and we lost... anyways it was ok for my first-ever so no worries...
That exp. made me desire to become stronger and some things were clearer, but i still wan't to kill people like hell, I dunno they piss me off.. anyways...
My studies or what-so-ever are doing well, so no worries there too...
I dunno for some reason, I just hate girls even boys.. anyways i just can't kill anyone yet right? still got lotsa things to do... anyways gettin sleepy... Mom's taking too long... She just went out for a cup...
~Hatred~mood:  Hatred music: none tags: angry, angst, confused, crush, first post, hatred, kill, life, livejournal, lost, love, magis, memories, nice place, prolems, school, school days, secret, stupid, violent, warmth, welcome |
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| Death To ALL... |
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06:16pm 04/02/2008 |
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I really hate everything... but mostly i hate where i am right now... I don't know... it always ends up like this at school... i want to kill everything... i want to get out of here... i don't know how long I can last without somebody else's warmth... but... Anyways school was hell again... and what do i do if S.G. does have someone courting her? oh well, better luck next time i guess... Hmmm... when will i find someone to share my warmth with??? Prolly when i'm dead... Anyways i don't feel like having a girlfriend based on looks... There's just something wrong about it... I won't have anybody till i find the stupid answer... Anyways just my luck for her having someone already... damn it Anyways i wish i could've met simple and nice people somewhere like not where i am right now... anyways I'm lonely, loveless, and alone... what the hell should i do? should i keep on moving forward with blind hope to grasp for? anyways I better chat with Ani or something...
~Death To All~ Why Do I want to kill people so much??? ...mood: Hatred music: Chobits remix OP tags: angry, angst, confused, crush, first post, hatred, kill, life, livejournal, lost, love, magis, memories, nice place, prolems, school, school days, secret, stupid, violent, warmth, welcome |
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| The Usual... |
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10:25pm 02/02/2008 |
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It's kinda boring but hell life goes on...
I wasn't able to go to the school whatever... i don't like going there...
Anyways not much to write down right now... i just remember this stupid dream of mine where i killed people in our school... almost everybody... i slashed and hacked like Kenshin Himura as if everyone was my enemy... anyways it was kinda scary... the body parts falling down and blood dripping all over... i just don't like gilrs anymore i loom at them as if they were dirty... anyways it's so angsty...
I really want to ask her to the dance... I hope it goes well...
chatting wth friends makes me sleepy...mood:  actually more on random... music: I dunno something Hard... tags: angry, angst, confused, crush, first post, hatred, kill, life, livejournal, lost, love, magis, memories, nice place, prolems, school, school days, secret, stupid, violent, warmth, welcome |
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| First Post.... |
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11:42pm 01/02/2008 |
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Well, this is my first time and i'm using Italics as you can see.... that means I'm a little senti or sensitive... or sentimental... anyways i'll write about what happened today... and the things that i felt...
Well, my school is hell as usual... I haven't or wasn't given a chance to play badminton since no one supervised it... like HELL... i felt like a water-boy being ordered around... anyways i'll get my stupid school back...
Hmm... so i got back from school and I was damn tired... Anyways I kept on thinking about a girl I liked... I'll give her a code name then S.B. anyways that's the initials of her pen name...
She's so cute... That classmate of mine... (SB) I like her a lot but, there are things to consider... I want to touch and fell her warmth connecting through mine... But I have to be stronger first...
Maybe some sleep will help me decide things.... mood:  Love-like... music: random tags: angry, angst, confused, crush, first post, hatred, kill, life, livejournal, lost, love, magis, memories, nice place, prolems, school, school days, secret, stupid, violent, warmth, welcome |
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